28th, March,2010

T oday it should be exciting because I am going to Sentosa with Joanna and Yuli, but I mess it up.With a terrible start, I got up late again,and as soon as possible to catch the bus. Luckily, I got it. But that was a wrong decision to take bus instead of train to Harbour Front MRT Station. My god! At the first time, I found the bus worked very slow just like walk. Finally, reached here after 35 mins. 
Unfortunately, I lost my way in Vivo City. Thanks God! Show me the way to  McDonald's to find them. I always so confused why people want to go church at Easter day, how importance Easter day for God and I am not sure whether I really belong to God or not. So I asked Joanna and Yuli these questions, they told me their experience as young christian to let me know if you willing put god first in your life, you would get the double time for your work and study. I know they are right, but the miracle things never happened to me and how let me really know God is really.  May be I should keep on praying, and ask God show the power to me.
Ha Ha! That is so wonderful eating with Joa and Yuli for my first breakfast at McDonald's. Joanna and I are so out of order. We have different habits when we eat at McDonald's, I love tomato source very much, and Joanna super love black pepper. And Yuli is a normal person.

The best thing for Joanna is Black pepper while she is eating breakfast at McDonald's.

Cute Yuli and Joanna

Finish eating, we go to sentosa, we take a lot of photos with so many perfect sculptures.

Joanna and me

Best friends: Joanna and Yuli

Then they think me too white, so let me lie down on the mat to get more black to look more health. But it is too hot for me. And I can not to stand it anymore, thus, I run to the beach and stand in the water and feel so cool.

Joanna and Yuli try to give me a sand bath

Joanna  and me

                                                                  Lovely Yuli and me

After Sentosa, I have to study for my IELTS Exam, although they want to watch movie with me. But I really know what I should do.Meet Si Ling for dinner is the best thing today.Eating at McDonald's again, I miss this place very much, because Si Ling is not allowed me to eat McDonald's food during this week. I am so happy if I eat McDonald's food every day evens every meal.

My best friend: Si Ling, eating with her at McDonald's

Then go Orchard Center for study. I am so unconfidence for my English, especially in writting and speaking. I feel so stress that can not stay there for one minute, the feeling just like tomorrow is the test. It is too late when I knwo I really do not have too much time to prepare for this exam. I really want to kill myself at that time. I do not want to let parents and the people who love me down. Who can tell me what I should do to make up?  I think I should go to church on Friday to celebrate the Easter day and give God second chance to know me or give myself second time to know much about God. May be one day the miracle thing will happen to me, now I just need continue to pray.